More Than Conquerors

It’s a muggy August Saturday evening after an exhausting fifty-hour workweek.  The air conditioning and ceiling fans are running, the internet is dead, Rend Collective is playing on my iTunes, and I’m sitting here pondering life and Jesus and spiritual bondage and fear and pride and love and grace and forgiveness and freedom and faith and the future and Facebook and insurance and my dog eating nineteen cupcakes and the piles of paper I need to take care of and how much I miss Colorado and how I should really get up early and go to the gym and how quickly my nephew is growing up and how many books I want to read and skills I want to learn and the fact that I should stand up right now and close my blinds.

Whoever said a woman’s mind is like a web browser with a hundred tabs open at once could hardly have stated it more perfectly.

But mostly I’m thinking about bondage, fear, pride, and failure and how Jesus can save from all of it. The past week I started (again) the Breaking Free study by Beth Moore. It is hitting me at the core of my being and applying so practically to my life. I love that she sends me digging into long passages of Scripture and that passages from the Chronicles and Isaiah can suddenly become so alive and relevant right here and now in 2014.

Throughout this week I’ve also been listening to Rend Collective on repeat. I don’t think it’s coincidental I’ve had a more uplifting week. There are so many truths and promises packed into their lyrics. The following song has impacted me an extra lot this week as I work through the Breaking Free study.

Through Christ, I am more than a conqueror over sin and life’s storms. So many days my hope and strength is gone. The weight of my own personal shortcomings and sin, the weight of bearing the burdens of those I love, the weights of the storms of life feel too heavy. Confusion, hopelessness, restlessness, defeat, and discontent so easily set in. Satan knows to hit us when we’re exhausted and lets be honest: life is exhausting. I love my life and all the people and activities that are a part of it. But it is draining and demanding and if I am not daily taking time to refill from the Well of life, I become weak and susceptible to living in daily bondage instead of the incredible daily freedom Christ offers.

“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by the yoke of slavery.”

(Gal. 5:1)

“When we are suffering because of captivity (or for any other reason), we must learn to cry out! Yes, of course, God sees our sufferings and cares deeply for us, by acknowledging the slavery is a crucial starting place toward authentic freedom.”

 Beth Moore

When I shift my focus from myself to Christ, when I take my eyes off of the problems and lift them upward, and when I consciously choose to believe the truths in Scripture, then I can begin to discover the joy of living every moment in His incredible freedom.

Freedom from fear.

Freedom from pride.

Freedom from discontent.

Freedom from past pain.

Freedom from unbelief.

“Nothing needs the infiltration of God’s truth more than the heart. We will find freedom to the degree our hearts accept, rely, and respond to the truth of God’s Word.”

Beth Moore

I am excited and scared about what the remaining nine weeks of this study will do in my heart. Excited because there is nothing more exciting than living in the freedom of Christ. Scared because to live in that freedom I have to dig deep into my own heart, hurts, and past.

“Sometimes faith is the absence of fear. Other times faith may be choosing to believe God even when your heart is melting with fear. Perhaps, then, faith is tested by what we do with fear, not whether or not we have it.”

Beth Moore

Another thing I love about all of this, is that all those random things flying around in my head that I mentioned at the beginning of this post, are suddenly put into perspective and I can rest in Christ, do the next thing, live in the peace that passes all understanding, and smile & laugh because Christ has it all under control. In the nitty gritty of daily life, in the mundane moments, in the unexpected twists and turns, and in the big decisions, the deep heart issues, and major life changing events, I am more than a conqueror through Christ. What an incredible truth and privilege. 

More Than Conquerors

Rend Collective

When my hope and strength is gone

You're the one who calls me on

You are the life

You are the fight

That's in my soul

Oh, Your resurrection power

Burns like fire in my heart

When waters rise

I lift my eyes

Up to Your throne

We are more than conquerors, through Christ

You have overcome this world, this life

We will not bow to sin or to shame

We are defiant in Your name

You are the fire that cannot be tamed

You are the power in our veins

Our Lord, our God, our Conqueror

I will sing into the night

Christ is risen and on high

Greater is He

Living in me

Than in the world

No surrender, no retreat

We are free and we're redeemed

We will declare

Over despair

You are the hope

We are more than conquerors, through Christ

You have overcome this world, this life

We will not bow to sin or to shame

We are defiant in Your name

You are the fire that cannot be tamed

You are the power in our veins

Our Lord, our God, our Conqueror

Nothing is impossible

Every chain is breakable

With You, we are victorious

You are stronger than our hearts

You are greater than the dark

With You, we are victorious

We are more than conquerors, through Christ

You have overcome this world, this life

We will not bow to sin or to shame

We are defiant in Your name

You are the fire that cannot be tamed

You are the power in our veins

Our Lord, our God, our Conqueror